WHO AM I.......????

Who am I ?

Am I Vidhu ,as people call it my name,

or an engineer because why I got fame?

No..

Then...!!

Am I a tongue which enables me to sing,

or am I a mind by which I get wing?

No..

Then..!!

Am I a stomach which gimme the fat,

or the buttocks on which I am sat?

no buddy.

neither I am a body, nor a soul.

count all these together as I am the whole..

THERE IS A WORLD OUTSIDE EVERY DARKEN DOOR.........

Decently, I don't know too much about psychodynamics.But some thoughts were being circulated in my mind for last few days.So i decided to share it here.actually i saw two psychodramas recently.One was hindi film named as 'NAAM GUM JAYEGA' and the other was 'GIRL,INTERRUPTED'.Both created a great impact on me.Although i am not a film critic ,yet i say both were extraordinary films.In naam gum jayega ,there was a girl who lost her ID and pretended herself as another girl,whom she liked most at an early stage of her life.I appreciate this film not because of its psychodrama rather brilliant acting of Diya Mirza as a psychopath.But Girl Interrupted was some kind of differ ,it would not titilate as NAAM GUM JAYEGA .This was a story of a girl who thought herself interrupted.Most of the time she found herself under the sea of obsession.Doctor told that she had BORDER LINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.Neiher she knew it as a patient nor i as a viewer.Her father sent her to a rehabilitation centre but this made her way worse than previous.She was unable to adjust with other mentally disturbed .After many ups and downs she finally got an answer from her innerself.thereafter she revived herself and left the rehabilitation center effectively .This part of film surely made up the morale of many psycho's.Now she's living a good life and today also she don't know what is border line personality disorder.There is always a world outside every darken door .What you have to do is just open the door ........

INDIAN TEAM AT AN EFFETE...!!!!

Well,It is really horrible.India lost back to back two series in a dreary manner.After being bounced out in world cup ,they were spanked twice by Zimbabwe.There are many questions rising on the selectors and players ,which is quite natural.Really some thinking of selectors were beyond one's head.2 years back when Robin Uthappa was out of form ,they selected him continuously for every single tournament,(same they did with Yuvraj Singh recently),after it they swung him out .In IPL when everyone was seeing fantabulous form of Robin Uthappa,They did not select him even for the secondary team(team for Zimbabwe).Now may be, he is not a cup of tea for selectors .I think first they prompt a player to play whether he is in good or bad form(actually it doesn't matter for selectors),then they give rest to him for his rest carrier.Another question is about the bouncing tracks,since this already got too much attention hence I don't want to discuss it here.I Hope Indian cricket team and Selectors will come out of their pipe dreams And will give the dominanace to performance over big names .